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little things….

June 18, 2010

“One day at a time–this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.” Robert Brault

Live in the present, I forget that on almost a moment to moment basis… I find myself overthinking.. overworrying…overwelleverything.  I find myself fearing so much of what I can’t control and forgetting to give time and thought to the things I can.  I am trying to remind myself that there is beauty all around me and sometimes I just have to look a little further and stop trying quite so hard.

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I am so thankful for all the little things… and I am especially thankful for this smile…..

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She reminds me so much of her mommy…. what a sweet sweet teeny baby girl.  Happy Birthday AW.  We can’t love you more!img_7510

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me & my beautiful cousins………..

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Hey Mr. Easter Bunny…..

April 14, 2009

In spite of all the sickness swirling around in our house we managed to have a wonderful weekend. We dyed eggs and Austyn drew photos of me and Makenna…..
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McCall tried to eat everything in site including hard boiled eggs……
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The little girls hunted eggs until Savanah figured out that some were full of chocolate…..
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Makenna was not impressed that she had to get a ladder to get her basket down :)
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More of the little mister….
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the little girls loved their new glasses…… so cute!!!!
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We missed everyone in California and wish we could have been there…. :( We love you all!!!!

Jerid took the kids this Saturday morning so I could sleep… after a night of restless toddlers I needed it. We worked on the yard the rest of the day and made some good progress…. I am getting sooooooooo ready for spring!!!!! I am ready to garden I am ready for green grass… I am ready for warm nights.
Our kitchen is making progress……….slow albeit……..but progress…….
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I finally found my Metropolis sign……………teehee
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We went to donkey basketball this weekend……….McCall was in his true drooling/teething form……….
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Austyn keeps asking why he is spitting ………its pretty funny.
One of me and my love………..my how he melts my heart. Even when I am mad at him he still seems to make me smile :)
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and the little mister love……
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When Jerid took the kids for a drive Saturday morning he took them out by Sand Mountain……..a place where people take their four wheelers and dirt bikes……I guess there was a big climb that he drove up to and Makenna was begging him to go up it. When he finally gave in and said ok Bee…………lets go she said ok dad…………I have two things to say first……..
I love you
and……
sometimes I use your toothbrush.

When he told me the story I nearly died. Here she thought they were going to do something dangerous…….something that may end their lives :) and that was her parting words….
I love you and sometimes I use your toothbrush…………

gosh I love her…
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on that note……she wrote a poem for school this week about where she was from. I am so amazed and so in awe of her talent… she is amazing that girl….

where I’m from
I am from camomile and cloth diapers.
I’m from the late 90’s
from friendship chains and friends.
I’m from chaos and confusion and the promise.

I am from horses,
from riding horses to getting thrown off.
I am from hay from my head to my toes
and long rides with my dad.

I am from Kelly and Jerid,
and Steve and Debbie.
I am from basketball with grandpa (bapa),
and from helping him get olives.

I am from popcorn until my belly hurts.
from moms homemade pork-chops,
mashed potatoes and gravy.
I am from noodles of every shape and size.

I am from excursions to an
old ford, and a rusty Chevy
my mom learned to drive in.
I am from dirt roads and one stop
light towns.

I am from daffodils and sage brush,
and sunsets that never end.
from roses six generations deep,
and a land that knows my name.

I’m from lime green and hot pink
from blue and from brown.
from the colors of the rainbow.

I’m from liking to be the oldest to not,
from never being alone.
I’m from crying and streaking babies and
from Dora and Diego on the T.V. all the time.

I am from sharing a room with
my brother Mason and fighting over
who gets what part of the room.
I’m also from bunk beds.

I am from swimming
from sun up to sun down.
Water chasing memories…

I am from the nicknames
Sunny Bunny, Honey Bunny
Bee, Beetle, and Bee Bop.

I’m from bike rides to
Camp Richardson, and
running from geese on the beach.
from fire works over the freezing lake.

I am from moving and becoming more…
from fresh paint and a new address and
belonging.
I’m from a new way, a new thinking, a new reality…
i am from change.

I am from freckles, and
dimples, and hair of blonde.

That is what I’m from

I couldn’t love her more!!!!!!!!

Im off to bed… but if you live in Holden and you are missing a sweet sweet little black male dog he is at our house…….and if you dont come for him soon my kids just may fall in love. (ok me too)

On to another week… packed full of kids and excitement I am sure….
I love you……….and sometimes I use your toothbrush………..

:)
what would you say in that moment? What would your last words be?

think about it :)

Today was hard……in that……omygosh if I hear one more whine or tattle I may lose it. The kind of day that by 10pm I have a headache and a neckache and am just well… done. Sometimes I wonder why it is that kids fight so much… attention? age? bored? tired? sick? all? Sometimes I just think they have one of those days…
So here is to tomorrow, to a new day. A better day.
And here is to a complete photo overload of my kiddos…

The little mister…….
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Guess who dresses Savanah…..
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Austyn must have the same stylist!!! Gotta love the cute dress with the belt/tights/slipper combo………………
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The biggins……
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And some of us all (my mom included!!!)
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and my o my………what a big family you have :)
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time for bed… and sleep… and good dreams and happy thoughts…….
until tomorrow

night :)

My new camera came today… and boy o boy am I in love………………what fun I will have with this………. (its the Canon 5d Mark ii Teresa…. :)………..)

here is a kiddo overload for you all and a reminder to visit Brooke Snows Blog she is offering some amazing starter classes for photographers……… sheesh she is so cool Id like to go just to hang out with her :)

now on to the overload :) and keep reading for a contest :)
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Ok so I have to know………if you have made it this far…….which is your favorite???????? I will choose a random comment number for a very cool prize :)

Jello………….

February 23, 2009

Its a little known wierd fact about Jerid and I……. sometimes he looks at me and just says jello. I know… you are thinking what? I must admit for the longest time I thought he was talking about my belly.. you know the jiggly part post 5 babies…. I would smile when he would say it… then feel hurt and then wonder just what on earth he was talking about… it was a vicious strange circle… and he kept saying it…

and I kept wondering why…..

He kept telling me… Kelly you know… think about it figure it out…

jello.
whatever Jerid…..

I finally figured it out tonight……one of my favorite movies is My Best Friends Wedding… if you’ve seen it you will remember the conversation between Kimmy and Julianne….

“He doesn’t want crème brûlée, he wants something else. … He wants Jell-O… Jell-O makes him comfortable.”
“I could be Jell-O.”
“No, crème brûlée could never be Jell-O.”

I am his Jello…. I am his comfortable… I am his safe. And as much as I would maybe like somedays to be crème brûlée I love nothing more than being his jello…………….

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Austyn and Savanah dressed themselves this weekend……what a riot…..
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We are still working like crazy on the house…. and its funny… the more we work on it the more I love it… Its one of those things…. it may not look like much from the outside looking in but from the inside looking out we are gaining on it. We are putting love in to each and every crooked wall that we work on and we are doing it together… And I would rather that any day over the perfect little house that is empty inside.

that and of course……
jello.

yep… it all started with a cabinet that was leaning a bit…… you see our house is about 150 years old..everything leans.. nothing is straight… the walls are old adobe brick.. the doors have transoms… i adore it in all is odd wonder. Sometimes I wish it wasnt here in Metropolis… ok most of the time I wish that, but I love it nonetheless.

So… J took down the two cabinets above the stove and I figured if he was going to take those out he might as well take the two next to the stove out…… and then it was the wall.. and the other wall and then the ceiling above it…. then the cabinets above the sink and then all the walls in the kitchen… all 7 layers…. paint, paneling, wallpaper, wallpaper that looked like paneling (huh what) and more paint… then adobe brick…… lets just say…. its quite a mess. Quite a mess is really an understatement.

He looks so happy right?

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Did I mention a mess?

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I did find this that I loved and J hated…….
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In the midst of it all… Austyn was busy dressing herself… who needs pants when you are this cute?

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McCall was busy showing me where his teeth will go if he ever gets any :)
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Savanah was helping out…….
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The big kids were no where to be found………..smart kids!!!!
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We are making progress…… I wore the baby on my back most of the weekend while we took down the old roofing tiles….. it was quite a site… I will spare you that photo :)

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We did manage to get the new sheetrock up on the ceiling and hopefully the cabinet man will be here tomorrow to give us an estimate……………….my o my what a mess we created… it is interesting to live in it all.

life is funny like that…..layers……and layers and layers……… and lots of hard work to get thru them. I look forward to this project when it is done………. I look forward to moving ahead…. to the clean slate.. or the clean kitchen… whichever might come first.

4 years……….. 4 long short years. Time that we have borrowed and sold.. time that we have forgotten and begged for. Time. It was him… he started it all.. lets blame him.. lets thank him….
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Its funny how you can be so sure of your place in the world and so wrong all at once. So satisfied and yet so alone. I dont tell him enough but he should know…
you completed me……
you won me …
you hung the moon…
you were right…
yes you tricked me into saying it….
but i meant it then and i still mean it now.

i love you.
and thank you.

you.. silly silly you… the best dad I could ever ask for… you are amazing and you make me giggle and you make me thankful….. so happy happy day J……..
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Ive been busy busy here lately…. working on my quilt for YCMT I think I am making more of a mess than a quilt but here is my progress…………
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and I am working on a One Word project thru Shutter Sisters and I have chosen the word “Cusp” here are some of my recent entries…
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Austyn has been busy with tumbling which she loves….. and Savanah has been looking for two of the same shoes ………….
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More of Miss A……….
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getting ready for her class and telling Hank a story…………
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Miss Bee & her cousin………
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Mason is busy with a play in California that we hope to see in April and he will be here next month we cant wait…. his little brother sure misses him…..
he is spending his time teething……..
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practicing being a cowboy…………..
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and trying to escape………..
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I think I am caught up…………maybe……….
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I havent forgotten how to blog……..
really I havent….
I am just busy saying no……..
and stop……
and get down………
and folding loads and loads of laundry…………….

o and bathing this cute little bubbly teething boy………………………….
really.. how can I stop to blog?
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tomorrow is a new day…… and I promise to blog some new photos.. a new challenge I am on… a contest for a photo session with me and some words I believe in ……..

hmmmmm
now I am very sleepy!!!